it’s all bigger than you
think one of the most intelligent things you can do is believe that it’s all bigger than you.
And I truly think on a primary level, we all do believe this. But it’s so funny, silly, & endearingly *human* how often we can forget…
I quite literally got this tattooed on my hand last week
“it’s bigger than you”
Because I want to anchor into that belief, which is a CHOICE — Every time I feel like I can’t
Every time I want to question if I’m good enough
Every time I want to doubt if I’m capable or competent or ready or courageous or successful or creative enough or anyyy of these exhausting tropes we can find ourselves spiraling in so often.
Which, truly, how *beautiful* that we have the ability to doubt ourselves
To question ‘who am I’
Because that in itself calls us higher
Into a new way of being
‘Who am I’? Well shoot - none of us are inherently special or better or worse than the other because we’re all an extension of God’s gifts, goodness, & glory - but what really defines our character in this life is our *choices*
‘Who am I?’ - well I better *choose* to be good. I better choose a version of myself I like being. I better call myself higher into not just exclusively my own wants needs & desires - but a bigger way of being that can serve the highest good of myself & ALL involved.
When a pursuit comes from an egoic self serving ~want~, there’s a pressure, constriction, attachment to the outcome working out in your favor, that amplifies your fears & doubts in a way that can crumble you & leave you empty.
But when you are TRULY coming from a place of asking the bigger questions, & wanting to play an active role in PARTICIPATING in creating a more loving, liberated world - there is quite simply no room to ask if you’re capable. To have accountability for your goodness & purify your intentions - yes - What a privilege to have doubt as a check point from time to time.
But when I take the time to~orient~ myself & center on the greater mission, choosing a higher calling for my work - it calls me up in a way that I can no longer ignore or repress. The ability to CHOOSE to express yourself from THAT space - is the greatest gift of this lifetime 🤍